Tesa's happy to play with journal skins.. <333

Keep these forever, dA? :3

Okay.. well.. the only reason I'm updating this is because I'm avoiding doing my massive workload.. yaaay college..

I have to definitely get three papers done by the time I go to school Monday. I'd LIKE TO get more done (I have one paper due that night, two due Tuesday, and one Wednesday).. but I don't know if it's gonna work out that way.. we'll see? ._.;;

... On the bright side, I'M GOING TO MARYLAND IN A WEEK AND A HALF DDDD <33333333333333

ME AND JORDY ARE GONNA HAVE TURKEY AND CRANBERRY SAUCE AND ALL THAT GOOD FATTENING STUFF TOGETHER <3333333333333

hehehheee.. kay.

Survey?

As always.. <3



How did you handle your last breakup?
What last breakup? :3;

Without naming names, say one thing to someone?
One thing to someone.
OHHOHO.

Do you want someone back in your life?
..no?

What song did you hear last?
.. I think I'm gonna go play Bad Romance right now. Good idea? I think so.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about?
Jordan, and none of your business <3

What woke you up this morning?
My brother knocking on my door, telling me to change a diaper.. lovely way to way up, right?..

Do you, or are you supposed to wear retainers?
I'm supposed to.. and I have a bar in the back of my bottom teeth.. but I'm pretty much over it >_<;

Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
No D:

Who are all the texts from in your inbox?
Jordan. I just cleaned it out . 3.;

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a J, A, M, S or B?
J <33333

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
...hahaha, probably my little sister :3

If you had to get a tattoo, where would you get it?
Ankle, maybe?..

If you had to dye your hair, what color would it be?
I like my haairrr..

If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
I wouldn't.. ._.;

Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
Love one certain person.. <333333333

How late did you stay up last night?
...I dunno, ask Jordan 0

How's your heart lately?
Goooooooood.. <3333333333333

Anyone say they wanted to be with you forever?
Maaaaybeee... ;D I wonder whooo.. <3333

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Not really..

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
Try a good morning call. <333

Is there anyone you cannot go a day without talking to?
Yes.. yesyesyes. I just can't do it. <3

Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
I don't know.. do I?..

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
You know.. silly crushes 2-3 years ago.. ;D

What's going on between you and the last person you texted?
Good things, I would hope ;D <333333

Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
...no. I didn't go out today.. I'm confined to a room doing my homework (now procrastinating).. plus it was raining hard before, and it was pretty windy..

Do you remember who you liked this time three months ago?
Uhh, I've been with him for eleven months?.. <3

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Always.. <333

What are your plans for the weekend?
Homework, homework, and more homework..

Do you want to get married?
One day.. <33333

If your most recent ex called you/showed up at your house today and said they wanted to get back together, what would you say?
...BAHAHAHAHA.
teehee :3

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
In two Wednesdays! <33333

Do you understand football?
Not really..

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
My brother hugged me before..

Do you smoke weed everyday?
I smoke weed never.

Can you go a day without music?
I could live, yeah..

Do you miss your past?
Certain aspects of it.. like, being carefree as a five year old.. but that's about it..

Do you like anyone?
Lovelovelove somebody <3333

Have you ever gone camping?
Si. I've never stayed in a tent, though.. I was in a cabin for an eight-day trip upstate when I was.. 10? 11?.. and I did girl scout camping in lodges.. that's about it.. girl scout camping is fun :3; we don't really do outdoorsy stuff, it's just a big weekend hangout.. I miss talking to Jordan when I go, though..

The person you have the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?
... I'd die right with him...

Would you ever date someone who was gorgeous but they had a conceited personality?
He's gorgeous and humble.. so, no worries there ;3 <3333333

Did the last person you dated have tattoos?
What last person?

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
I have. <3333333

Who was the last person to yell your name?
One of my parents were yelling all seven of our names downstairs for dinner. I lol'd.

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
YESSSSS...

Who was the last person you had an argument with?
My life-stupid, lack-of-common-sense brother..

Do you think things will change in the next few months?
Maybe I'll have a real job? TESA NEEDS A YOB.

Do you still love your current ex?
WHAT EX? D:

List four things near you.
My phone, homework, pillow, and Lamby <33333

Is your hair naturally straight?
No but it's not really too wavy anymore.. it's just a fuzzball D:
But I take care of mah hurr haaay ;D

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Sii.. .////////////.;;

If you were in the hospital, who would come see you?
Depends on how serious it was. My parents would have to either way.. maybe some family.. maybe my 13 year old brother and 10 year old sister..
..Jordan said he'd take off running if that's what it takes to see me.. .////////////////.;; <3333333

Were you single on your last birthday?
Noooo :3;

Who were your last two calls from?
Jordan and my dad

Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind?
Yesss <3333333333333333

What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
A number of things, really..
Care, trust, loyalty, dependence, respect.. and the amount of love and happiness that comes out of it.. true love and true happiness, that is.. <333333333333

When was the last time you talked to your best friend?
Right now! We're talking on the phone <3333

Do you believe teenagers can be in love and stay in love?
I definitely believe so <333333

Did you copy and paste this survey?
Duh.. <<;;

Are you planning on having a kid?
Somedaaay... :3;;

Is there someone you liked so much and nothing ever happened?
Nahh.. I never really liked anyone, SO much..

If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
..well they might as well not tell me, because I'm already with the boy of my dreams :3;;

Ready for kids?
Not yet! D:

Who is your favorite person to have long conversations with?
Jordan! we talk about everything and anything. bahaha <3333

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
I DON'T WANNA CHANGE A DIAPER D:

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Maaaybeee.. <333333333

Honestly, do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
No, she's my widdle sister D:

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Talking to Jordan right nao :3

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Umm.. I hope so.. <333333333

Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
Only for a quick errand..

Is your life anything like it was 2 years ago?
Long Island itself sure didn't change.. <<;;
Other than that.. no, not really.. <333333333

Have you ever told anyone you loved them and meant it?
I do every day! <33333333

After breaking up, what's worse: knowing you still love them or pretending like you never were in love?
I wouldn't know.. but I'd think pretending like you never were in love would really bite you in the ass later on, once you realize you still love him/her like crazy.. then again.. knowing you still love them from the get-go can seriously tear you apart..

What's one of your locked text messages?
My phone is so old school, I can't lock any text messages. SO, I made a folder that says "Locked," so anyone who looks THINKS they can't get into it.. I dunno, its worth a shot..

Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
What. Ex.

Would you be mad if your best friend dated the person you liked?
.. for one, I'd be really really depressed about Jordan hurting me, and I'd be fucking pissed if she did that to me.. I'd never forgive her for hurting me..

Plans for tomorrow?
I have to see Jenny's competition in the morning.. goddamn cranky cheerleader.. ._.;;

Did you ever kiss someone with a tattoo?
Nuh.

When's the next time you'll see your friends?
I dunno D:

What did you do today?
Cleaned my room.. homework.. talked to Jordy..

Do you find smoking unattractive?
Uhh, kinda..

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
The people in the airport. lol <33333333333

Do you look decent when you wake up?
.. Jordan says I look absolutely beautiful.. .////////////.;;

When is the last time you were at a beach?
.. I don't know ._.;;

Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
Si.. <3333333333

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a B? How many?
Uh, no.

What about T? How many?
What do you think I am, a kissing slut? ._.;

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
I'm sure..

Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up today?
Not today..

Do you like the same person you did a month ago?
I love him still <3333

Do you ever think about the past?
yeah, sometimes..

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Not so much, if it was a serious relationship.. it will always be awkward, and remind you of the past.. I think it's best to part ways completely

Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Jordan :3;; cause he IS my best friend! <3333

Have you kissed more than ten people this year?
No :3

When was the last time you dyed your hair?
I never have..

Meet anybody new this week?
Nahh..

Is the last person you kissed a virgin?
Si. :3;

Describe how you feel right now in one word?
Decent, I guess.. :3;

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon?
... I hope not D:

What color underwear are you wearing?
.. blue?

Anybody tell you they miss you lately?
Yes.. I miss Jordan.. .//////////////.;;

Anything you're looking forward to?
Yeah!! 11 days 11 days!! <3333333333

Are you a good babysitter?
I hope so, lolol..

Do you currently have a hickey?
Nuh uh

Are you closer to your father or mother?
I see my mom more during the day since my dad works six days a week, but I'm more comfortable around my dad.. My mom can be too hard on me sometimes..

Do you have a favorite sports team?
Yankees :3;

Do you have plans for today?
Day's almost over..

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No, an airport..

Whats better, amazing eyes or amazing smile?
...what if he has BOTH?!? <333333

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a B or N?
You just freaking asked these questions..

What did your last sent text say?
I'm on the phone nao, not checking

Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
Yes.. .///////////////.;; I don't wanna lose him either.. <333333333

Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
I'm wearing a pair of his shorts right nao, lolol <333333

Why are you confused?
I'm not?..

Something you do a lot?
Talk to Jordan. :3;; <333333333333